Wow what a night!

Went last night out with Danijela we left kids to be with their grandparents. We left around 8pm and had few beers and few giggles and went to concert to hear Klapa Adrion one of whose members is Zvonko Danijela's other half. He keptus the seats in 2nd row, and for this concert alone the whole trip back home was worth while. They made me cry.Tears were flowing throughout whole concert. They sang with so much emotion and connected with the audience everyone was moved.

Their music absolutely blew my mind with so beautiful voices, they are awesome artists who touched everyones hearts. I could not help but be overcome by the things they were singing about, to hear the Dalmatian music, sang from heart, pure and beautiful filled with sadness.

In life there is nothing as awesome as having a friend, and sometimes even though on surface we do not seem to get along to we start to depend on each other, as well as to look up to each other and pick up each others habits. I have a friend Danijela and she has this awesome lil girl Lorena, however due to divorce of her parents and all crazyness that goes with it she is lil bit agressive, and my lil one loves her no matter what. First thing she does when she wakes up is ask for Lorena.

I enjoy spending my time with Danijela. We have many simmilar views, our kids play together and I think we could be these awesome friends. I wish she was in aussie and not so far away. The kids imitate each other what one has other one has to have, my lil one sucks on her two fingers so Danijela's lil one started to dothe same. Lorena jumps in water Nana has to do the same. I love how she has loosened up,and how much her language has developed by just having someone same age as her. They play together all night in morning in afternoon and at night.

I could never ask for more, having a 3 year old, being home,scuba diving, having friends, going out, and actually for once having fun. I feel complete. I spend more or less whole afternoon on beach,sometimes whole day. I love having red bikini and actually dont give shit that i dont have crash hot body, I love smell of the sea, sounds of water splashing against the boats,and smile on my lil ones face.

Thing is there is nothing more important in life than feeling complete, for me it may be for short while but it fills me with hope that this could be my home again and I could feel complete again.

I went scuba diving yesterday. Island Brac again, deep dive over 50m. We went down the coral wall with tons of sponges and fishes and corals and a cave down on 50m. It was abit murky but it was still awesome. I pulled through on my bottle not on first ever deep dive where i run out of air. I am proud of myself for it. We had a glass of red after it on deck while other divers who went shallow to 10m came back.

2nd dive was on Rashotica. Did it for the exercise had to measure a wreck on bottom, draw it. It was on 22m already familiar territory. Been on this wreck about 9 times by now. I still enjoyed doing a bit of navigation exercises,and diving on 15m for next 40m watching fishes watch me. This is first time i managed to navigate back to the boat straight under the stairs. There were so many fishes it is unbelievable. Since first dive few years back I enjoyed swimming with school of fish and gettinglost in the crowd.

While I am here back home I am trying to cherish every moment I am here. While here nature has provided some spectacular sunsets some of which I have managed to capture with my camera while the rest are etched in my memory forever. I hope that things I have seen and experienced through being to be back home give me the strength to keep going through moments of my eternal nostalgia while in Aussie.

Tomorrow I will be running away scuba diving if gods get inclined with my neighbour. Cant wait for those moments of sanity. I will be able to rest up, regroup my thoughts and actually have some time for myself. I am very excited about diving into the depths.I want to be able to get my deep diver certificate.