"Despair: Succubus"
21cmx29.7cm
Acrylic on paper

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"They say that the succubus is a female demon that comes in dreams, and seduces in the end consuming ones energy and soul. Despair, depression and pain is same way, it taunts and seduces, offering comfort, till in the end we think we cannot imagine life without it, slowly consuming us from within and before we realise we are ready to collapse on the heap on the floor and just let go of everything. It prays on us in our weak moments, from the darkness we create ourselves, and offers us those few moments where we accept things around us and stop struggling and just let go. I want to let go of everything and just exhale."

I am getting back to my old obsession prussian blue.  Some habbits are difficult to shake off. I get sometimes obsessed with working with monochromes, and with prussian blue I just love the depth and the mood of it.  I used to go through liters of the stuff in the past.  Now I am testing the textures wiping off the parts of the painting and starting again.

I spent the day in the park with Danijela. Kids had blast playing together for good 4h, they went nuts  runningon swings, and picking flowers while we had a cup of coffee and just had small talk.  It is great having someone to talk to.  Planning to go away tomorrow for the day.  I hope it does happen I need a break from things and a change of scenary. I will take my block and paint there while on beach and let the lil one jump in and out of water....